Media Explanations Continue

In all of this, I have always said, that I would only disclose more, when more was disclosed publicly. On the outset, from day one, I was honest about what I believed to have happened. I was psychotic, but even so, I had a base idea of what I was thinking.. and I told authorities as much...

I was not believed, and when I came back to sanity, I wasn't sure what to make of it... but as the years pass, disclosures from the media keep coming... 

And when it was all said and done, my case, everyone realized that what I had been telling them, was perhaps not something they could believe, but had to consider as bizarre, and my behaviour actually induced by a case of medical malpractice. 

Why did I go down such a rabbit hole? I fully recognize that being psychotic does not normally lead to bizarre ideas such as I had. But I was sexually abused when I was a kid, and this abuse was held in secret by myself, but while psychotic, I had become enraged by it... where in my altered consideration, world leaders were responsible. The person who abused me had connections to the Catholic Church and a minor hockey league... 

I do not like that this information is known now, I really don't, but it's part of the puzzle as to why I searched for the Hunter Biden laptop. I hate it, but I have to explain. And people will tell you, that immediately prior to all of this mess, I was deeply concerned about the Mexican border and s-x trafficking... turns out the place was Guatemala? In this, I simply stumbled on the laptop and had no intention of ever finding what I did. 

I think it all became clear to authorities... but at the time it was a story created by "Russian Disinformation".  I was not to be believed. I could not be. But of course, that laptop wasn't disinformation...