In all of this, I have always said, that I would only disclose more, when more was disclosed publicly. On the outset, from day one, I was honest about what I believed to have happened. I was psychotic, but even so, I had a base idea of what I was thinking.. and I told authorities as much...
Robert Aurich
Testosterone Therapy, Polycythemia, and Prednisone Psychosis Recovery.
Sunday, March 30, 2025
Media Explanations Continue
Thursday, February 27, 2025
Emails... rumours and reality
Hello again... just want to respond to a few questions.
Not much new, but some have told me not to be so detailed. I don't know, I was just trying to do the best I could to explain all of this... and perhaps you get loss in the weeds. I don't know.
So, after all this time, as things have settled, and I have truly recovered from psychosis and polycythemia (you can review this blog), what happened has become clearer to even me. To start, I was in fact tricked into taking AndroGel; the first time I asked to see an endocrinologist, and did not take to the idea, and the second time, I was lied to about what the endocrinologist's report said.
So, I became very sick over time, developed polycythemia but was told I had shingles. I proved this and the medical malpractice of being allowed to develop polycythemia.
When I was sick (for about 8 months) I was given 50 mg doses of prednisone while I was taking AndoGel, and this combo sent me into psychosis. And this was proved by forensics.
Okay, now at this point I became enraged and consumed by episodes of sexual abuse I suffered at the age of ten. Oddly, there was a lot of "Q-Anon" stuff about Epstein, Pizzagate and other such stuff, and I took to the internet. This was the week of Halloween, October of 2019... days before the American election. And so, as it was there was a misinformation "Q-Anon Hunter Biden" laptop disclosure made by GTV Media Group, and I told everyone I could about it. What was actually true and not about this laptop, today I have no idea.
And as I took more Prednisone, I became totally manic and hallucinatory. In this, I kept looking for some sort of massive conspiracy involving sex trafficking one Monday morning (about 7 am) on my work computer after not sleeping for a few days.
That's what the investigation concerning me bore out. And for about a year, while authorities were trying to determine what happened, I was questioned and questioned (I assume everything I ever did on a computer was determined), and I just keep saying that I was after this conspiracy, and that I had gone insane.
I had no intention of anything illegal and rather stumbled upon the Hunter Biden "whatever" which shocked me.
I was also literally dying of polycythemia. My body was covered on a deep purple rash that itched day and night. Many people saw this rash. My blood was so thick, I actually had some sort of collapse and seizure (likely due to clotting). I was totally impotent as well. Nothing about what happened was in anyway sexual in nature.
Given I was psychotic, I had no real insight into just what was happening. I still have very little understanding of what about it was true, my imagination, or delusion. I really want to make it clear; I am not at all sure what actually happened. I have memories, but some seem false. Not so much my actions, but how I interpreted reality. How I made the most bizarre connections in my own mind. What I thought things were, that were not.
I believe that once authorities had determined all of this, they likely were shocked; that was my impression anyway, but who knows as I was such a mental disaster, but the legal issues were dropped, rather suddenly, and not much of anything was given to me in explanation, not that I asked at the time.
Anyway, I went on to prove as much as I could via five legal tribunals as a self-represented person as I had no money for lawyers. And I did in fact prove medical malpractice.
People like rumours, and I get that, but I worked to dispel them and explain the realities. My health today is totally fine. I never needed AndroGel.
Sunday, February 9, 2025
Thoughts of the last 5 years
I am not quite sure why this blog remains helpful. I am not all that sure who is reading it, if it's helpful, or truly what the point is lol. But it helps in a way.
Been a few years since this bizarre left turn took hold of me. I always knew it would be known as to what happened, but the medical issues did totally blindside me. And as the news on what I was after continues to develop... well yes, I hear about it...
So much was altered. It's still rather mind boggling. But if fault is to be given, no real authority ever decided I was at fault. Or that I witnessed what I was suspected of... medical malpractice was proven... and all of this was not of my opinion either, rather, they are legal ones. In the end, the only person found to be at fault in anyway, was the doctor treating me at that time.
But as I have moved into a very different life now, one of travel, a lot of contemplation I suppose... having been completely humbled and dismantled, I never gave up. That's something I can look back at one day perhaps. Maybe it will help? I think so.
For a very long time, dreams of life had basically been stripped from me... an extremely painful process as Jung once wrote. And I can say that I have reconstituted now. The dreams are re-emerging... a different constellation yes, but as anyone who has been pulled apart knows, without one's dreams in life, the feeling of being completely lost is real. But I never turned to some combination of vices or such... I just got down to the work of a very long legal process, and then, more of my own legal process to prove as much as I could. The oddest thing about all of this is that once out of the "care" of the medical professionals, I have become myself once more.
For years, hoodwinked, I had in fact been warped into a very odd person. And now... it's me again, and it literally makes me cry. Not badly as it once did, but while rationally speaking, turning back into yourself might make no sense whatever... but my case is not a rational one, it truly is about some sort of deep betrayal on my life that I still do not yet understand. I know the details, but not the motives.
In time, as it had occurred to others first, these motives perhaps need time still to distill in me, but I rather expect it all to come to nothing. I might never know. But it all takes time, and since the last 5 years have been a rather frantic time, only now has any sense of calm come over me. And thank God for that.
People have contacted me via this blog... with questions and such. I don't often answer. But it doesn't mean I don't have many of the same questions myself.
- Carl Jung
Friday, February 7, 2025
Guatemala
Friday, January 10, 2025
Post Psychosis... a few years on
So, one of the big reasons for this blog, was to help people in psychosis, or like me, working to figure out things afterwards. When I was recovering etc... internet posts, and personal accounts were VERY hopeful and helpful for me. I always found the medical experts helpful too, but not in the same way.
So about 2 years on since the major symptoms have faded (yes medical experts will tell you that it takes about 2 years to recover from symptoms and five years to full recovery) I would like to inform whomever out there who needs this information.
In my case, unfortunately I received very little help to recover in the first couple years. People can read about those bizarre details if they like. But, after a couple of years under medical care, I did indeed recover. It wasn't easy, mainly because psychosis is basically an unseen brain injury.
In my case, the clinical diagnosis was that of schizotypal/bipolar disorder, caused by a substance inducement. It cannot be understated, the degree my mind had been altered was extreme. I am still shocked, embarrassed, and I really can't say what else... but it's the truth. By medical prescription, I had been driven out of my mind.
It is really VERY strange to think I had become schizotypal, but thinking back, it's likely the case. I had become immersed, really... in magical thoughts. I thought the zodiac was talking to me at one point. And was well, as much as people these days "care" about mental health, I have remembrances of people just trying to avoid me... at my workplace, for an example, near the end I had left the main building to be alone, and isolate myself... I was in such bad mental shape... but few cared lol. And those who did were confronted by a very argumentative person in myself at that time. And no one could have seen what bizarreness was to come, so best to move on from blame. In reality, mental illness scares people, and perhaps for good reason. In any case... I have recovered. Thank God... literally.
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I did receive advice from the arena of the court to take action, as this inducement was done under prescription...
And... given the legal cost, which were extraordinarily high, self-represented, I was able to prove that these prescriptions also nearly killed me by way of a deadly blood disorder called polycythemia.
It was difficult. Not due to the "facts" necessarily, but because I needed testimony from legal experts, many from American medical universities I made contact with, the legal fees for expert witnesses were in the order of tens of thousands of dollars. So, I did as best I could with semi-self-representation in the legal arena. I paid for some expert opinion, but legal tribunals are expensive, and I didn't have the money to continue. But general speaking, I uncovered what I set out to.
Tuesday, November 19, 2024
Things are getting better...
Hello again,
So as a quick thing... while I have been on the move as it were, things have very much improved. I would say mentally for sure as the post-psychosis has nearly completely embed away now. I know it might seem to beg the question of, "how could it take so long to recover?"
I really don't know, as medical professionals just told me to wait, and eventually, the biochemistry would rebalance, mainly the stress hormones and brain chemistry, I guess. It was always very vague, and I never was truly told how recovery would happen, just that in time it likely would. I don't think anyone really knew. People have asked me what I mean about this... so... I struggle with how doctors could have ever done what they did... and people ask me about that in a skeptical manner... well, I think so doctors think they are God or something... it's all so gross. And the drug companies... ugh...
If you read this blog, you will understand why I post this next video...
Different circumstances then mine, but the same hammer used.
Here are the findings of the investigation...
The last part, to be clear... it sure was bizarre. The explanation to what was spinning in my mind while psychotic, is now back on "X" (here) and the full reporting (here). I told everyone I could at that time.
But I also think people are waking up to some very harsh realities... but perhaps one day we will all know more, but somehow, I doubt we will know all that much more...
But... who knows... Seems all very tragic. And then there is this...
I hope that clears that up...
Now, I think I am rather close. Close to basically returning to the person I was before the false prescriptions and such, that led to all of this. Overall health-wise, I think I am rather okay now too, as a recent medical evaluation showed.
What a long journey back from psychosis and polcythemic near death. I still shake my head at the bizarre nature of what happened; the deception at the medical level leaves me still... dumbfounded really. The nature of the Hunter Biden laptop is also rather known now too... not that I care, but obviously it's a key part of this disaster. In a way, it's not possible to get away from it. I am still not sure what to make of it all. What was real or not. Psychosis doesn't leave you with clear memories.
But... I think everything will likely be okay now, and my life back on track.
I am sorry for all the heartache, but I really never saw it coming. Others seem to have, who knows...
Still rather hard to know what to make of it all. But as said, I won't ever give up.
Tuesday, August 6, 2024
Better Days Ahead
Likely best to put the details in the past... there is so much to this, but I will now leave it alone; post the official records of events and let people, hopefully, come to realize that the authorities are the best explanation of events. Not rumours, my account... or anyone else's for that matter.
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